constant noise

do you ever get the feeling that people never shut up?

and when it is finally quiet you cant stand it you need noise anything a telly going of on a shitshow you dont even like music to listen to and work out the meaning of it or just generaly listen and not really hear it .

but sometimes those moments of silence can be quite enjoyable, if your with a freind and just ran out of conversation and in theose moments where it isnt awkward like you dont know eachother but just let it all sink in.

(on a quick note, this blog thing has no real importance its just me throwing of suggestions to myself to refer to so if you dont read it you really dont miss out on much)

back to the point, this constant background noise can be related to my main theory of human nature which is safety comes first above all else, so by relating to this "constant noise" it can make you feel more secure about where you are, so for example if you are in a dark allyway and here nothing you would be a lot more insecure about your surroundings than if you were in a dark ally with maybe the sounds of a nearby car or a tellyvision set, this noise will create a sense of security that your not neccesarily alone or even in much danger.
back to my earlier point about the silent moments between freinds, during that time your not really focused on anything all your life problems whatever they may be just melt away making you feel a lot more relaxed and again safe, i keep repeating "safe" because as i believe every human emotion can be related back to this in a way.

im pretty sure further along this blogs pointless life ill write more about my theory of basic human emotion im most likely wrong but it will be enjoyable to basicly say all the flaws about people and heck i might even write a book and feel proud about something and not even care if it gets published or even read it could be enjoyable but then again as i grow up i could get hit by a car or something and die that would be quite comical because that is very likely seeing i attempt my classic cross the road and text at same time oh well ive been wanred by many but where the fun in that ay?

why im sat here ignoring the glorious rarely seen snow

im sat here in my house ignoring everything going on around me needing to think
unfortunatly when i think its all really negative about me about te future about how im going to fuck everything up in about three minutes

wish murder was allowed

but no keep thinking nice thought yes being nice is a lie but bullshit it gets people of my back asking lies of questiong "aww are you ok " "im worried" etc and all that is shit
i dont care if you can help because you cant unless you can get into my head and plkuck this little bastard out of my head whos a murderous bastard who enjoys bothing more than hurting people

no im a nice person well that can be argued but i try and genuinly do a pretty good job but, theres some people out there who are pricks and seem to take an enjoyment about of annoying me, which now fails so woo theres a good thing proberly the only good thing ill say in this but they see now that im not affected they affect those few people i think hmm they arent the normal spineless followers of society who do whatever they see or are told so when theey fuck them around guess what so am i yay so fun

i dont see why i was so agaisnt doing this, i mainly made this to follw people whos lives interest me wierd i know but i like working stuff out especialy about humans thought because you can link it all to one thing safety im sure ill write more on that later but if i do it know wheres the fun in that

well adios ive done enough for one go i think.